I am writing this morning with a heavy spirit. It's currently 5:16 am
and those who know me are well aware this is not a "normal" time for me
to be awake and definitely not to be writing. However, a little after 4 I
was awakened by a noise outside that I did not recognize. I live next
to train tracks and at an intersection where the trains blow their
whistle every time they pass through. It takes a lot for a noise to wake
me up! When I looked outside I saw two news vans parked directly in
front of my condo. This is not typical activity no matter where you
live. As I stepped outside I saw crime scene tape next to my home. This
was not looking good.
I saw a reporter and inquired what happened. He informed me two young men were murdered in the home behind me last night. Police have said it was not random and that the suspects and victims knew each other. This
is the neighbor whose home I face when looking out of my back door. The
neighbor who I just learned his name last week. The neighbor who waves
and smiles and says hello every time he sees me. I just saw him
yesterday when I was waiting for Olivia to get off the bus.
Can I say I truly knew him personally? No. Even heavier on my heart
right now is, do I know he was saved? No. Can I say I ever attempted to
witness to him? No. There is no greater reminder of the brevity of life
than seeing that two of your neighbors have been killed. I had just
learned his name and surely I would have talked to him about Jesus
eventually, right? Or at least I like to think I would have done so.
Who is in your outer circle of life that you know you could be of more
influence? Do you feel an urgency when seeing people that heaven and
hell could be only a few breaths away? The news has not yet released the
names of the victims. I think of their families and wonder do they know
yet that their loved ones are gone? There is such a menacing spirit
outside right now. I pray against any of that in my home! I am praying
for peace and comfort for the families of every one involved. Not just
the victims, but the suspects also. As a parent I think of how the news
will affect the parents of everyone involved. Every action we take
affects others somehow.
I want this experience to be a catalyst to move me towards action.
Eternity could be only a heartbeat away and I want to know I did
everything possible to show people the love of Jesus.
"Come now, you who say, Today or tomorrow we
will go to such and such a city, spend a year there, buy and sell, and
make a profit; whereas you do not know what will happen tomorrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapor that appears for a little time and then vanishes away." James 4:13-14
What plans did you have for today? Did they include God? I would
challenge each of you (myself included) to evaluate those plans and make
changes where changes are needed. Tell someone about Jesus today. Show
somebody the love of Christ. You never know....today could be the last
chance they get.
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